[If he goes back. If any of them remember. Otherwise all these things are moot and all this struggling has been a waste of time. That's another part of why Seifer doesn't want to go back, if he returns the likelihood he won't remember any of this is higher. If he goes elsewhere maybe he can hold onto what he's learned. Who he's become.
At the description of Cloud's mother Seifer only nods solemnly. Empty apologies, or condolences, wouldn't do any good here. But he can offer a quiet ear and a shoulder to lean on. Yeah, he understands that. Can't remember any of his own, but he can understand the ache of the loss to some degree.
Yeah, subject change.]
Tell me about it.
[Missions were interesting, training kept him occupied, fighting things larger and stronger than himself also did. But otherwise? High school with more violence. Boring.]
Honestly? I don't know. Guess they just couldn't kill me no matter how hard they tried.
[And boy did they. But Seifer always maintained those features that made him distinctly himself. Even if it also came with a heavy dose of resentment, rebelliousness, and trouble making. Why respect an institution that has made it clear they only see you as a number? An asset to be discarded as soon as you're no longer profitable.]
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At the description of Cloud's mother Seifer only nods solemnly. Empty apologies, or condolences, wouldn't do any good here. But he can offer a quiet ear and a shoulder to lean on. Yeah, he understands that. Can't remember any of his own, but he can understand the ache of the loss to some degree.
Yeah, subject change.]
Tell me about it.
[Missions were interesting, training kept him occupied, fighting things larger and stronger than himself also did. But otherwise? High school with more violence. Boring.]
Honestly? I don't know. Guess they just couldn't kill me no matter how hard they tried.
[And boy did they. But Seifer always maintained those features that made him distinctly himself. Even if it also came with a heavy dose of resentment, rebelliousness, and trouble making. Why respect an institution that has made it clear they only see you as a number? An asset to be discarded as soon as you're no longer profitable.]