"Yes I do. Someone has to be. I always was with the others. Mostly because someone had to seem happy and well, they left me alone a lot. I had to seem okay. I didn't want them to feel even worse." She says it before she even has time to think and immediately regrets it. Nobody needs to know the things she worries about.

"I think I saw parts of this." She looks off, away from him as she says that. "In my mind when I was looking. I think I heard parts. Or saw. Maybe I could have done something..."